It hurts, but somehow, I don't hate the pain.
★★★★★ "OMG...this story was just everything!! I don't think any review I could ever write would do this book justice, it took my breath away. The story was dark in places, but the emotion that darkness generates was off the charts!" -Kelly, Goodreads Review-
It hurts to think of how we were ten years ago…just a couple of eighteen-year-olds who were falling in love. He was my best friend, my everything, my awakening. It's strange to think back on that night, the one where he gave me pleasure that led to the greatest trauma of my life.
My story is one that the whole world wants to know. I was the final girl. I survived a serial killer. And I just want to forget it ever happened. I don't want to share my story and he knows it, but he came back anyway, showed up without warning after all this time, and he wants me to share the worst moments of my life in his documentary.
I hate him for doing this.
I hate him for coming back after leaving me behind.
I hate him for leaving me at all.
I hate the way he hurts me, but I don't hate the pain. At least he makes me feel something…and that something feels too good to deny.
This spicy dark romance is a complete standalone novel.
TRIGGER WARNING: This spicy dark romance standalone involves triggering elements that may be upsetting for some readers. Click below to find a complete list of tropes & triggers.